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Tuesday, November 13, 2012

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Kais, alikimbia , pamoja  na ile hali yake aliyokuwa nayo hakujali, alichojali ni kutokomea mahali hapo, kwani alijua yule mwanaume ni mmojawapo wa maaskari wa mzee, ambao huwa ni watiifu kwa mzee, na kutokana na kiapo chao hawajui kuongopa. Kuna imani kuwa ukishakula hicho kiapo, ukiongopa, humalizi siku, utapatwa na balaa kubwa sana.

Akakumbuka mmoja wa ndugu zake ambaye alikufa kifo cha ajabu baada ya kutokusema ukweli . Ndugu yake huyo alikuwa ni mmoja wa maskari wa huyo mzee, na siku hiyo alikuja kumtembelea, na akamkuta akiwa anaongea na kijana , mjukuu wa huyo mzee. Aliporudi kazini kwake, akakutana na huyo mzee, na huyo mzee akamuuliza kuwa alimuona mjukuu wake akiwa na Kais.

‘Hapana mzee, sijamuona mzee…’akasema yule askari.i zangu,

‘Una uhakika hujamuona huko ulipotoka, maana nimesikia alionekana akielekea huko kwa huyo binti muhuni, kama umemuona huko na unanificha, utakuwa umekiuka kiapo cha utii,…’akasema yule mzee kwa hasira.

Yule askari, moyoni akawa anajuta kwanini alikimbilia kusema hajamuona, na alifanay hivyo ili kutowaingiza wapendwa hawo kwenye matatizo hasa dada yake , lakini hakujua kuwa huyo mzee kazamiria nini hadi kufikia kumuulizia hivyo.

‘Mzee mimi nilikuwa na safari zangu sikuwa na mawazo ya kuangalia nyumbani kwa Kais, kuwa kuna mtu huko…’akasema huyo kijana.

‘Nilichotaka ni wewe kuniambai ukweli,  na kama huo ndio ukweli wako, tutaona, maana hiyo familia yenu ina walakini, ndio maaan sitaki kabisa mjukuu wangu amuoe huyo binti. Ukumbuke kuwa kuna malikia mtarajiwa ndiye tunategemea ataolewa na kijana wetu, sasa kama umemuona huko kijana wangu na hutaki kuniambia ukweli, …’yule mzee hakumalizia akaondoka.

Ilikuja kugundulika kuwa huyo kijana alikuwa na Kais,  baada ya mjukuu wa huyo mzee, kubanwa an kusema ukweli, kilichotokea na yule askari kuvimba mwili mzima kama puto, macho yakamtoka, na alikufa kifo cha mateso. Yule mzee akawaita maaskari na  kuwaambia kuwa huyo askari amekufa kwa adhabu ya kusema uwongo.

‘Unapokuwa kwenye kiapo cha utii, ukigeuka nyuma, ukaaliti kiapo hicho, kifo chako kitakuwa kibaya kama huyo askari, mimi nilimuuliza swali, ambalo lilikuwa rahisi kwake kujibu, kuwa alimuona kijana wangu aua hakumuona, akanidanganay kuwa hakumuona…huyu ni askari ambaye anatakiwa anitii, yeye kavunja ahadi ya utii, …’akasema huyo mzee.

Kila mtu aliyeona hilo tukio aliogopa kabisa kusema uwongo, hasa maaskari wa huyo mzee, kwani matukio mengi ya vifo vya kutisha yalitokea pale askari aliposaliti, au kusema uwongo, na kuwafanya wote kuwa maaskari watiifu wa huyo mzee.

Kais alipokumbuka hivyo, akajua kwa vyovyote yule ni askari wa mzee, na akikutana na mzee wao, atasema ukweli kuwa ka,muona bado akiwa hai, na watatumwa watu kuja kumchukua akatupiwe mamba. Ili kuokoka na hilo, akaona njia rahisi ni kukimbia kabisa kuelekea asipo pajua.

Alikimbia na hadi milimani, sehemu ambayo haiendeki, huko ni milima, na miamba mikali, ….akapandisha hiyo milima na miamba hadi akatokea kileleni kabisa cha hiyo milima, na alipofika kileleni, akaona kwa chini, nyika, na uwanda mkubwa, na kwa mbali akaona watu wakiwa kwenye mashamba.

‘Huku naona ni sehemu tofauti na kwetu, huku kuna maisha, na neema, ….’akasema na kuanza kushusha ule mlima kuelekea huko chini, akiwa kachoka, njaa na kiu vikimuandama. Hakujali akijua kuwa baada ya dhiki ni faraja, na anachohangakia kwa sasa ni hicho kilichopo tumboni mwake.

‘Huyu ndiye atakuwa faraja yangu, najua wakinikamata hawo watu, watahakikisha najifungua, na mtoto wangu wanamchukua, ili akulie kwenye himaya yao na kuwa mtumwa wao, wakati mimi wananifanya chakula cha mamba. Sikubali mtoto wake atengani na mimi, ….akasema na hakujua kuwa pale alipo ni kilima kikali.

Majani  mabichi, yalikuwa yametanda, na kuziba makorongo, ambayo mengine yalijaa maji, kulikuwa ni mashimo ya hapa na pale, kuonyesha kuwa kulikuwa na watu wakichimba hayo mashimo. Kais hakuelewa waklikuwa wakichimba nini.

Tahamaki, akateleza, na hata alipojaribu kushika yale majani , haikuwezekana, akawa anaelea hewani kushuka chini, …..akajua sasa ndio mwisho wa maisha yake, ….

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Maua alifunua macho, akiwa anaiwazia ile ndoto ya ajabu, akajaribu kukumbuka jinsi ilivyokuwa, huku akiwaza ilikuwa na maana gani, na kwa muda huo kichwa kilikuwa kikimuuma sana, lakini hata hivyo kumbukumbu za ile ndoto, zilikuwa zikitawala akili yake, …kitu kilichomshangaza ni kuoto kuwa ana mume, ilihali yeye hana mume, akatulia na kuliwazia lile tukio lilivyokuwa….

Siku hiyo baada ya ndoa yao, alimuaga mume wake kuwa anakwenda kusalimia nyumbani kwao, na mume wake akamkubalia, akaondoka asubuhi na mapema, alipofika kwao, akawakuta wanafamilia wao, baba na mama yake hawapo, hakujua wamekweda wapi, akaona ni bora arudi nyumbani kwake.

Wakati anarudi , njiani alishangaa kuwaona watu wakimwangalia kwa mshangao, kila mmoja akiwa kama anamsuta kwa macho, kuonyesha kuwa kafanya jambo baya, au kuna kitu kibaya kimetokea dhidi yake, hakuweza kuwaliza hawo watu, yeye akaona kwanza afike nyumbani kwake akamuone mume wake, na ikibidi amuulize yeye ni kimetokea.

Alipofika karibu na nyumbani kwake, akakuta mlango upo wazi, na kwa ndani akawa anawaona watu wawili, mke na mume,….yule mwanaume alikuwa kalala chini, na kichwa chake hakionekani na huyo mwanaume alikuwa si mwingine , bali alikuwa ni….ni mume wake. Alikuwa na uhakika kuwa huyo mwanaume ni mume wake….sasa anafanya nini na huyo mwanamke

‘Mume wangu anafanya nini na yule mwanamke?’ akajiuliza huku akiharakisha kuukaribia ule mlango wa nyumba  kwao, lakini kila alipokuwa akiukaribia, unakuwa kama unamkimbia, hawezi kuufikia, akawa anjitahisi kwenda kwa kasi, lakini ilionekena ukaribu wa macho tu, kwa mwendo ilishindikana kufika.

Hata hivyo, aliweza kuona kila kitu kinachofanyika kule ndani, ….hasira na chuki vikawa vinamuandama, na alitaka afike pale amshike yule mwanamke ambaye alionekana akiwa juu ya mume wake…..

‘Yule mwanamke nikimshika, nitahakikisha namchana-chana…’akasema kwa hasira.

Tahamaki akazindukana na hakuona nyumba wala huyo aliyemuona kuwa ni mume wake sio mume wake, alikuwa ni mtu ambaye hana uso, uso umefunikwa na kofia ya ngozi ya wanyama, akaanza kuogopa, ..

Kwa mbali alimuona yule mwanamke akikimbia, ….na huyo mwanaume kasimama akiwa anamwangalia yule mwanamke anavyokimbia, hakutaka hata kumfuatilia. Maua , akawa anajiuliza huyo mwanamke anakimbia nini tena, na kabla hajawaza zaidi yule mwanaume akawa keshamgeukia na wakawa wanaangaliana, Maua akamuuliza huyo mwanaume.

‘Wewe ni nani na kwanini umejifunika huo uso wako hivyo?’ akauliza, yule mwanaume akamwangalia kwa muda bila kumjibu, na baadaye akasema kwa sauti isiyosikia vyema;

‘Mimi ndiye nilyekuokoa toka kwenye mdomo wa mamba, wewe ulitakiwa uwe kitoweo cha mamba, lakini nimefanikiwa kukuokoa, ushukuru sana,…kwani katika histori ya huo mto, hakuna binadamu aliyewahi kutupiwa hao mambo, aliweza kuokoka,….wale mamba wana njaa, ukitupiwa wanakugombea kama nini sijui…’akasema huyo mwanaume.

‘Kwanini ukaniokoa, ….?’ Akauliza Maua na hapo hapo akakumbuka, akashika tumbo lake,…haraka akainuka, akaangalia huku na kule…

‘Yupo wapi mwanangu?’akauliza huku akianza kusimama,

‘Sasa hivi ndio unakumbuka  mwanao, hujui zimepita siku ngapi tangu upo hapa maporini, …’akasema huyo mwanaume, na kumuacha Maua akiwa akishangaa.

‘Yupo wapi mwanangu..’akauliza Maua huku machozi yakimtoka kwa wingi.

`Tulia kwanza,…usiwe na wasiwasi, mwanao yupo salama, umeshasahau kuwa ulitakiwa ukishajifungua wewe utupiwa kwenye mto wa mamba, na mtoto wako anachukuliwa kulelewa  kwa ajili ya kuja kuitumikia sehemu inayojulikana kuwa  sehemui takatifu…umesahau kuwa ulipojifungua tu, maaskari watiifu wa yule mzee, walikutosa kwenye mto?’ akaulizwa.

‘Hujanijibu swali langu, mtoto wangu yupo wapi?’ akauliza Maua, huku bado akiwa haamini, alijua kuwa yupo kule kule alipojifungulia, na akili yake ilikuwa haijakaa vyema.

‘Jibu la swali lako nimeshakupa, …..wewe unachotakiwa kwa sasa ni kujali afya yako kwanza, hayo ya mtoto kwako wa sasa hayakuhusu…na sijui kama unaweza kumpata tena….sijui, kwani wakikushika hawo maaskari watiifu wa mzee, watahakikisha safari hii utatafunwa huku wanakuona…’akaambiwa.

‘Eti nini, ya mtoto wangu hayanihusu, unajua jinsi gani nilivyoteseka kuilea hiyo mimba, unajua jinsi gani hiyo mimba ilivyonitesa mimi, jinsi gani kuwepo kwa hiyo mimba, kulivyo niharibia maisha yangu yote, na yale matarajio na ndoto zangu, zote zilivyoyeyuka kwa sababu ya hiyo mimba,…. hadi kufikia hatua hii, ….’akasema kwa uchungu.

‘Kama ni hivyo, una haja gani ya kuhangaika kumtafuta huyo aliyeweza kukutia kwenye machungu kama hayo, nafikiri  ni bora usionane naye tena, maana ukimuona atakuwa akikukumbusha hayo machungu, ni bora ukatulia ukamsahau katika akili yako’akaambiwa.

‘Kama mzazi huwezu kuyashahu hayo machungu,…hata kama  huyo mtoto yupoje, hutaweza kuyasahahu machungu yake, …kwasababu uchungu wa mwana aujuye ni mzazi…’akasema Maua akiinuka, na lengo lake lilikuwa kwenda kujitosa kwenye ule mto, aogelee hadi huko alipo mtoto wake.

‘Sasa unataka kwenda wapi?’ akaulizwa.

‘Nataka kwenda kumfuata mtoto wangu, nataka nikamchukua mtoto wangu, nikamlee mwenyewe..’akasema Maua huku akianza kutembea kuelekea kule ulipokuwa ule mto. Yule mwanaume akawa kasiamama anamwangalia tu

Maua alitembea kwa shida, huku kichwa kikimuuma, na akawa anasikia miumivu mengine ya tumbo lakini kwa vile yalizidiwa na maumivu ya kichwa, hakuyajali sana hayo, hakujali hayo maumivu, mawazo yake yote yalikuwa kwenda kumtafuta mtoto wake alipo, na ili ampate, alijua ni lazima aogelee kwenye huo mto wa mamba hadi afike ng’ambo ile ya pili, kule alipojifungulia.....kwa muda huo hakujali kuwa kwenye mto huo kuna mamba wenye njaa kali.

Alipofika tu kwenye ule mto, cha kwanza kukiona ni mamba aliyeruka hewani akitaka kumdaka…akarudi kinyume nyume huku akipiga yowe,..kichwa kikawa kinamuuma sana, na nguvu zikawa zimemuishia, akadondoka chini, na wakati huo huo mamba yule alikuwa keshatoka kwenye maji anakuja pale alipolala.

Hakuweza kufikiri tena akafumba macho, huku akiyasubiri hayo meno makali ya huyo mamba, kichwa, kilikuwa kikiuma kupita kiasi, akaona heri, basi huyo mamba amumalize tu, ili aondokane na hiyo shida, na mara akahisi akanyakuliwa juu kwa juu, na hakuweza kuona kitu zaidi ya kuzama kwenye giza nene
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